Playfulness Of The Divine:
Some feel that when a person describes life on Mother Earth as the Beloved’s playfulness, it is being insensitive.
This insensitivity is felt because of the many appearances of great challenge, and yes some understanding should be honored.
Yet this insensitivity did not occur because it was stated to be hurtful, it was stated to understand the Beloved’s ways.
I had an experience some time ago where I inwardly saw the Beloved as an innocent child playing with building blocks and just having a wonderful time.
This experience was moved as a realization of my non-existence as an individual self and so I was quite sad and filled with loss expressing as nothing less than death.
I found this experience completely enraging for when I ask my Beloved about this, this inner child stated, “Was not this game so much fun to play”.
In a moment every hardship I felt in my life instantly boiled up and I wanted to harm this child for what it put me through.
The angrier I got the more this child laughed and clapped his hands until I just collapsed in anguish for I was truly helpless for I realized that none of it mattered for my existence was now just a game of make-believe.
Then this little child said to me, “Do you want to play again?” And before I new what I would say, I said, “YES” and then just laughed at the silliness of my behavior.
In that simple word of yes, my Life became Grace and that Grace truly celebrates its playful nature completely for I knew no harm could ever occur except as the little choices of not knowing True Life.
So please know that the Beloved’s play is not designed for your pain but for the free expression of this great innocent Child playing the many roles of His playful artistry.
How light as a feather my life became when the burden I loaded upon myself was only the value I gave it and now just disappeared, for the whole time my Beloved was walking as me as a role of a wondrous creator.
The Beloved truly deserves the greatest acting award that could be given because I really fell for it.
I always use to think it was just little ole me! I do suggest though making peace with this playfulness of the Divine, as a part of your opening for it can be completely exhausting when realized very suddenly.
All My Love
Rob.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
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