Noticing God: Musings

Wednesday, December 3, 2008.

A Dream Of A Great Traveler:
As many living on Mother Earth plays its choices out, they are ever bound to the rigors and complexities of it’s own opposing natures.
Ever trying to navigate the seas of the many fears of uncertainty bounded by its own choices.
And as the ebb and flow of these seas rock our ship to and fro ever teetering between the waves.
Always trying to find a way to sail smoothly upon the crests of the sea and always trying to stay ahead of the wave from behind that may crest upon our ship.
How exhaustive can this journey be, for the winds will rise without warning and shift the rolling seas in a new direction and as always they are caught off guard and must quickly adapt and steer accordingly.
Such is the nature of duality life, living amongst a creation of such unpredictable diversity; ever fearful of everything it has forgotten about its Whole Self.
All trying to sail towards a port that is safe and to rest, only to long for a distant shore where all dreams are fulfilled, and so onward they set sail again.
All searching to find the world of Eden, where the Saints reside, in order to journey no more.
Never considering that the addictive nature of the sailor that is always longing to be at sea in spite of their many dreams of a serene retirement was always their natural creative talent.
Never understanding that the diversity of its fearfulness was its Divine Nature playing in its unlimited omni-potency.
For in that, the sea of duality calms and the winds fills your sails to travel to an Eden of every vista revealing your One heart always moving.
And yet ever so still in its realization as duality merged as one and it is now known as the ever-constant Highest Good revealing its many aspects of its One Self.
Allow this fully and to your amazement, what will occur is that your accomplishment was nothing more than waking up from a dream.
Where you dreamt you had lost yourself and traveled very far and now you woke up to realize you were always here and never left anywhere.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008.

What Do You Say:
Some will say to a Lover, “what can be said after you have spoke about it?”
I think a Lover would bow to them and say, “what wants to be heard is your unique experience of it, without measure.”
For that is how Lovers, Love themselves more, by celebrating the one whole Love abundant in its diverse Self. For no one ever wants to be or to know themselves as unworthiness as does the Lover too.
So speak your thoughts with what ever they inspire, for in that, Love notices its Love so much more.
For in Truth, to even agree to disagree, is still Love as One creative fulfillment of Grace revealing Highest Good in motion, regardless of any deception of lack.
To stand and move in Truth is never of imposing, but of speaking about yourself. To do this is clearly an action of Loving and honoring yourself more and as such, creating as God creates.
One Love creating more Love as the ever noticing and accepting, (Loving) yourself more. The motion of wisdom does not rate its worth; it thoroughly enjoys its many moving experiences of its unmoving One Truth.
Truth moves wisdom to reveal your worthiness as Truth, it does not want you muted because of unworthiness and this may be why wisdom has become so very hard to hear and discern.
Love the wisdom you hear by moving wisdom intentions, simply by sharing your insights.
Wisdom does not move to create unworthiness and when unworthiness is chosen, wisdom will become quiet for it is the motion of your Truth and not your lack of.

The Reconciliation Of Truth:
The reconciliation of Truth lies not just as your understanding of the profound knowledge.
For that is only the vehicle to truly know Truth as pure wisdom dancing in the still wholeness of our Oneness.
Let not the confines of our mental understandings be the only measure of what is as endless as the moving vistas outside the windows of our cars.
Your realization of Truth always laid as the motion of the car and not the souvenirs you collected in the trunk.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008.

The Inward Journey Of One:
There was a time when I understood our journey of One to be only a solo inward trek without wisdom or other such supports from outside of us.
How a person’s pride can conceal the true essence of the journey of One and then wrap up that pride in a nice neat little package of justifications.
For in pride the spiritual journey is of an individual constantly challenged by the very diversity of its own Wholeness and then compares its little self to the lower minions around them.
The inward journey of One draws it path from the Wholeness of its very True Nature; ‘That All is Whole and One, known as God’.
For our inward journey can draw its support in the guise of the seemingly many and yet it has never gone outside of its very essence.
So in understanding the journey as One in the unwavering Faith of the Absolute Truth, everything occurring everywhere is always from within.
For nothing is truly outside of anything, nor is anything less than anything else, for in the One Truth everything was revealing you more.
Yet pride will challenge this as a false worthiness only to justify its own Grace as a lower being.
Yet this inward journey will move uniquely as its seemingly diversity and yet guarantees Self-Realization to all with the freedom of their own choices.
For the quest of enlightenment was never about acquirement or accomplishment, it was always about allowing that which is always enlightened, ‘The Absolute Truth’!
For the great Divine Masters were the many faces that freely allowed God to move as God: enlightened in its motion within its unwavering and infinite Absolute Truth.

Questioning To Understand:
Questioning to Understand the Nature of the Whole Self is a wonderful vehicle of Self-Discovery.
Yet one must always keep the True Nature of surrender, (to receive) clearly in intention, for the answers that provide understanding will master nothing.
Such is the deception of a duality mindset trying to master the unfathomable.
The peace of all understanding of the unfathomable always laid in its continual motion of allowing and never a smalls self’s conquest and control of it.
The Beloved is truly the only Master of the unfathomable that in our surrender we can allow the infinite to be moved yet never owned individually.
For God is all that is, and Tom, Dick and Harry is only the imagery of God’s creative play.

Friday, December 26, 2008.

The Creative Movement Where The Highest Good Overflows:
Many on Mother Earth struggle in their goodness, all trying to create a world of bliss for themselves and others.
Yet in a reality bounded by its own limiting mental boundaries of its own definition of goodness, and forever questioning what is the creative motion that allows a wonderful outcome?
Where in a reality, one can mentally calculate a right action and put it into implementation only to find an outcome far less than desired, and then to be justified as ‘bad luck or lessons’.
For the many paths to human hardship and tragedy were quite often in its onset inspired from creative good intentions.
Yet the creative action that moved the good intention that was justified into a nice little package of Divine Bliss and yet the seeming Laws of Wholeness let you and everyone down.
For these subtleties of self-imposed duality seem to be forever held by its own bounded laws that were a creative effect of a balanced relationship between one conscious mindfulness and the Divine Consciousness, (a separation into two).
Yet many will work in the concept of these laws never realizing there existence occurred as a balance between duality and the True Nature of ‘All That Is’.
Such is the unconditional nature of the Beloved where the motion of the unmoving occurs regardless of any mindful action of duality and as this we can understand that regardless of our creative actions the Beloved has always been served.
For the struggles of goodness was only the effect of the mindset of an individual jockeying for its position as it tries to forge an advantageous relationship with its own Divine Nature, (Oneness).
Yet bounded by the balanced origins of its own individualized consciousness never realizing that the awareness of the Divine was and is never abiding to any law.
These Laws occurred as a result of separation and thus a balance where free will experiences its choices and yet never effecting the ever-constant creative Divine.
Yet many will say these laws are Divine justified that God is the creator of all things, and yes that is so very true, yet its inspiration and result were the cause of choosing separation and not the will of Oneness.
For the ultimate purpose of these laws are a vehicle to realize that regardless of any mindset the Divine Action is the true constant reality where human choices of life or death are nothing more than individualized experienced outcomes, (illusion).
Yet at any time anyone can choose to open beyond the very core and subtlety of these balanced boundaries that recycles as our many creative struggles of relationships, (such as romantic, career, humanity, creation, God).
So what can a person do that can release these boundaries caused from separation?
The answer to this is always Prayer, for the root cause of all struggle and conflict arises from the ignorance of how the Beloved creatively moves, and only by noticing God and how God moves as stillness can we ever be free of trial and error.
Only by allowing and noticing the True Divine can we ever truly create free from the boundaries of fearing the demise and challenges of the small self, (a self that never truly effected anything and thus only imagery).
The many vehicles whether it is the small self, laws of wholeness, knowledge, healing practices, etc., to me are only motions of Faith that allows us to allow and trust this dissolution of the small self in order to free its need for relationship.
For in its Oneness the motion of loving the Self is the pure creative flow of the awareness of the Divine Consciousness occurring, (allowing and noticing) as intention.
Regardless of the vehicles one may use to better there lives and experiences, without the very tool to Notice God these vehicles can only be another way to recycle duality thus why prayer, (communion with God) is so vitally important.
For in that trying to always create good, it will have its balanced measure of bad, regardless of your justifications or perceptions.
As long as a person tries to control Gods creative flow regardless of intention or goodness, the balance of duality is the measured highest good for the core reconciliation of separation between you and God is it self imposed boundary.
Highest good is not held in its understanding of how we define good, for duality is not its essence and in only allowing God to move as God truly moves, is highest good realized in its True Nature.
For never is two or more ever Truly more powerful than the Whole One, that is only the illusion and yet ironically a vehicle to inspire us to notice God and how God creates as oneness, (collectiveness).
This is why God is the healer and creator of everything, for there is only one absolute true existence and anything else is a motion of reconciling the core relationship of all relationships, (separation from God).
Collective prayer is a vehicle to realize the pure flow of oneness and its power lies not in how its imposes its will on another, but in how it allows the One to be noticed as the only real Truth.
To serve and/or to be good to another as a way to attend lack only honors and values lack as your God, yet to serve another so you can allow and notice the One more, reveals the true reality.
So we must always be in communion with God by allowing and noticing God, at first in prayer to remember how God occurs and then to allow this motion to become our motion at all times. Where the creative action of highest good is overflowing in its realization of always becoming more by allowing the Truth to move as Truth without any perception of the small self, [controls, judgments as fear and agendas, (desired outcomes)].
For those perceptions cloud the very reasons why the laws of wholeness and all knowledge must exist in order for a person to allow and Trust God.
Where Highest Good cares not of outcomes but of celebrating the Divine Self more as noticing its Self more as the awareness of Divine Consciousness.
Let our service to creation be that of allowing God’s motion to be our motion free of the tendencies and preferences of what highest good is.
For the irony of illusion, (duality, good or bad) as it truly has no true existence it also blinds itself with the fear of being the only great defining existence thus its struggle, (a vehicle to notice more).
To destroy all falseness in order to have more truth will only ensure the endless battle of trying to reconcile yourself with truth that moves freely as the flow of God loving God more.
Yet to allow Truth, (God) without preference or outcomes ensures the highest good that experiences the infinitude of its True Divine Nature.
The Greatest Action known as Inaction, which is to Allow, Notice and Allow God more. Thank You!

Monday, December 29, 2008.

A Realization:
For those that enthusiastically attend to their limitations with the zeal of a self proclaimed conqueror justified as being in their self-authority.
Please ask to who are you giving authority to? For in the realization of your Beautiful Truth, you were only the slayer of the many Graces that has blossomed in you.
For as my heart opened, everything I viewed as terrible about me was always the Grace guiding me to the realization of my union with the Beloved, that unconditionally gave as I allowed it.
So in that, what was about my world that needed to be changed in my life in order for me to accept what Grace is?
Unworthiness in its arrogance can be such a brat in how it likes to impose its views in all its righteousness that Grace is ugly.
Yet this false worthiness crumbles when you realize you were only trying to conquer the very thing you were trying to create.
So when you notice that lack is present and Grace is not, instead of vanquishing lack, please consider a little Divine common sense.
When Grace is not noticed, allow Grace for how else can one notice it?

What Is The Endgame?
What is the endgame for those who seek spiritual enlightenment, or what will you become as a creation? Can one think of a more redundant and facetious question?
Yet our path is wrought with so many presumed outcomes, all formulated as a freedom from all that is hated.
Such as never having to return to this hell called Mother Earth? Maybe becoming a being of a great rhapsody of radiant light, (Ascended)?
Maybe an emotional pile of blissful joy forever in its rapture of an emotional body?
As it does inspire many to strive to discover their Divine Nature, it conflicts with the very Truth that all must embrace in order to fully understand any Truth.
In Oneness where would any place be less than another place for another is only imagery.
In Oneness it is a continuous opening and allowing as more and thus no conclusion of it, for Oneness is always expressing itself more as its awareness never ending itself based on any image.
Such is the many myths of enlightenment, for it isn’t an ending but a continuous creative allowing that can never be halted by anything.

Thursday, January 1, 2009.

The Image Of God:
To search for the image of God is akin to trying to cram the all of an ocean into a thimble.
Its amazing at how many will pursue their self-discovery in this impossible feat of trying to put a singular image to the infinitude of the unfathomable.
However try as you may, for there might be an old record to break, like how many people can fit into a Volkswagen.

Evolution And Walnuts:
I was thinking one day about the evolutionary cycles of a person’s self-discovery and how it is somewhat like having only walnuts to eat.
Forever having thick hard shells to break, only for the reward of a small dry and bland center, with little sustenance or nutrients.
An endless task of trying to fill an unending starvation, always trying to invent the one tool that will crack a shell with the right amount of force that the center is not obliterated.
Such is the task at hand as one tries to crumble the many layers of their wholeness, one shell at a time.
Even when the Beloved is handing them soft and succulent grapes to eat, they so quickly brush them aside because it is in the way of their conquest.
You may develop a very fancy nutcracker in your quest to eat little bits of bland food that hardly eases any hunger as it prods you on to the next walnut.
Yet fear not eventually everyone gets tired of the repetitive endlessness of the same old food and will give up only to discover the Beloved’s platter of soft ripe fruit.
Malnourishment must cause temporary blindness.

Not Worth The Paper It’s Written On.
A minister once said to me, “our spiritual practice is more truthful and because of that our church is more sacred in our community of enlightened awareness than what is outside.”
I asked, “how so?” This minister looked at me as she rolled her eyes and said, “Well come in and feel the clear energy and read our principles!”
The first one read, “God is equally everywhere, hmmm?”
So constant is this observation of conflict amongst the enlightened that must right my wrongs.
I just smile and go about my day allowing God more.

Sunday, January 18, 2009.

Oneness Playing As Two:
Sometimes I wonder why so many spiritual travelers race to achieve their enlightened departure from Mother Earth, never to experience its life again.
To gaze upon a world with the gift of two eyes, the eyes of my Beloved illuminating the eyes of my physical form.
And as I gaze with my human eyes and see a world constantly entangled in a choice of right or wrong.
The eyes of my Beloved, reveals the many wonders of the creative Grace that is ever so present and yet ignored, only to cast its blame to that which is always deemed as unworthy or evil.
Never realizing that these very acts are a motion of One Love and yet looking only with their human eyes into a sea of separation, the motion of Love becomes the experienced recycling duality.
Will this motion be an act of sacrificing yourself for the betterment of another, or will it be at the expense of another or many?
With my human eyes I see the many lives as you see, where focused good intentions become the created outcomes of all tragedies.
Never realizing the Grace that they are and have ignored clouded by unwittingly empowering their little self with quick temporary wins supported by the many fallacies of justifications.
Yet even though these realities play themselves out, their radiance is ever so beautifully whole, where even in the tragedy Grace occurs, for ignorance is powerless to hinder this creative wonder we call Mother Earth.
A creation of such abundant diversity, dancing in its unconditional Love, allowing each aspect of the whole to flow in the abundance of its own choosing.
Yet to open the heart and allow the Beloved’s eyes to enhance your vision with the Truth of our True Nature that will gaze beyond the confines of what is goodness.
The need to struggle in our goodness becomes a unified experience where the Oneness releases the conditions of the other as the Oneness playing as two.
And when your eyes of the Beloved become the vision of your human eyes, will your compassion be moved by the tragedy of human life or will it be moved by the empowerment of our unconditional Love to freely choose our way.
Even if someone tells you that you have forgotten the struggles and no longer remember or see the plight and in that justified to not hear what you experience or judge you as a fool.
Smile in graceful gratitude for the Lila is playing wondrously in that, for Love was moved to Love more.
Allow them their creative ways for in every choice made Love truly occurred, even if they choose to shun the Grace around them, their chosen actions have always led them closer to the beauty they always are.
For in Oneness, I can think of no greater Grace than to walk in the diversity of the Beloved and gaze upon it with His eyes, knowing every choice made is the One Love expressing how it always Loves more.
In this Oneness every choice made regardless of the many, Love, Loved more, and every now and then someone will notice that you see and will ask to dance in the motion of the unmoving Truth, which is Wisdom.
Where else in creation can Oneness walk as two and has never had to travel anywhere to be here Now, that is truly Grace.

Everything Sacred:
What is the greatness that we all strive for and how will it be realized as the many opportunities that abound us in life?
Shall it be of great acts of service that feeds the many hungers in the world, whether it is from poverty, ignorance, or conflict?
What must be known about all life that will empower these great changes that will free these needs for good?
For many throughout history have tackled these needs with great robust and yet these needs have grown in numbers as the world population expands.
And yet as great as those past great acts of service were done to free the strangle holds of lack; these teachings have been lost in the worship of the few.
For they did not seek their own greatness, for the power laid not in the charity of their own personal abundance to give to lack.
Even though by appearances a great lack was eased in the moment and for that humanity honors those great beings, only to realize the ever increasing need as an outcome.
Such is the many deceptions that separation loves to play in as many layers of understanding, always lost in its complicated theories of simple Truth.
From the stillness of the Absolute Truth of all is One lies the realization to free all need that was the most important teaching.
For in that knowing the true greatness laid not in the just the creative action of feeding the lack, but blossomed in the silence of knowing everything sacred and one.
Ironically in our limited understandings of what greatness is we adorn these great healers never truly hearing their message of Wise Truth.
During my own self-discovery I asked within my heart to these Divine Teachers, “What was the true purpose of those great miracles that was moved?”
The answer I got from the many Divine Lovers was this. “Our great acts of service to humanity were to attend to many, yet not in its lack, but to bring attention to the message we wanted all to know.”
“The Truth that ‘All is One’, and as that unmoving realization occurring as everything is truly sacred. Our Grace laid not in our power over lack, but in the realization that all is sacred.”
“We discovered this Truth by opening into the silent Beloved and noticed how the wonder of His Great Heart moved everything, where even in the smallest of acts, the holiest of holy expression occurs.”
“This knowing has been blinded by the hunger created from unworthiness, searching for only something greater beyond their minds eye as a separate existence.”
“Please know that the Grace we allowed and moved as came not from the beliefs of an omni-power that can make creation shutter under its force.”
“No it laid in the knowing of the holiness of noticing the Divinity in the smallest of actions, such as relieving an itch.”
“For the power of all greatness is in the knowing of Oneness in everything and as that there is an abundance where lack will instantly dissolve in the knowing of everything sacred.”
“Many in the world try to do greatness first in order to know and Love themselves by implementing the ideals of divine service, and it is beautiful and holy.”
“Yet the outcomes have only created more of its need as the experience of an evolving world struggling to conditionally Love themselves more.”
“For action has become the only measure of truth and many embark on an outward service of trying to free lack without the foundation of the True Grace.”
“Please consider this, in the still, silent experience of the Absolute Truth when allowed begins to move within as it notices the Divine in its Self the creative experience moves its Divine unlimited experience.”
“This is the door that all must walk through first, and to not do so, only will leave a person playing within the confines of the room, Notice everything Sacred and allow that to be what moves you and all Life will dance with you.”

Tuesday, January 27, 2009.

Struggling In Heartbreak:
For many heartbreak can be one of the greatest challenges we can face, maybe because in a reality of separation there is no greater contradiction to our natural flow of Love, Loving more.
Such is how the imagery plays itself out as in a world of separation where relationship is the very creative natural act of discovering the Self more.
Where two can dance as one and yet when duality life plays in its recycling dynamic, differences occur and the dream of Love seemingly falls away only to leave a Loving heart struggling to find some salvation in it all.
This loving heart will question its very own worthiness, what did they do wrong or what did the other do wrong? How do I heal this and bring understanding, or was this a lesson or a purpose to this hard lesson?
They will pray for comfort and understanding for they fear their feelings of anger, for its little victories only evolve into more pain and self-hatred whether it is of the seeming other or their self.
They will struggle trying to slow their life down to moment by moment in order to stay in the ‘Now’ ever condemning themselves and their ego for every tear dragging them back into the memory of the now past ending.
Ever trying to rationalize and justify why Love stopped and in some perceptions actually became less and wondering how they have betrayed their very ‘Being-ness’?
Please open deeper into your heart beyond all need to reconcile and notice what is occurring in a ‘Now’ of Divine creative action and notice what was always occurring.
Your Love did not stop creating itself more, your experience in life just altered its creative intention from an act of Loving the self more through another to creating Love as your self more.
The heartbreak is actually your Love creating in a different way than before, a direct act of Loving yourself more moving as reconciling its seeming loss without ever noticing that its creative natural flow of Loving more just changed intention.
You did not fail in Love, you did not stop Loving, you did not become less in failure, you didn’t even break any of your natural flow, all that happened is you continued your Loving nature regardless of the seeming perception that said you failed.
The other did not act against and you did not act against yourself because you did not stop Loving, you just embarked on a new way of Loving yourself more.
The only harm that occurred was the belief that your Love can be stopped and yet that belief truly stopped nothing, for Love can never be hindered.
Be in the moment that your Heart truly dances as at all times and notice your beautiful flow always as more and the present moment can reveal.
That all the perceptions of struggling in what is the lesson or purpose, or how bad is the ego, or how badly you jump into the past and suffered in loss, never even caused a ripple in your Loving flow.
In this the choices the other made against your heart in Truth did not stop you Loving so in that respect their choice knowing their actions were actually your actions of Loving more in the uniqueness of free choice.
And yet Love still occurred as more and continued in the oneness but just in a different way, such is the fallacy of separation that says you parted ways, you both continued as the simple truth of One Loving more playing diversely.
Can you accept the pain you feel during these seeming acts of heartbreak were your Loving heart inspiring you as your natural ways of your ever-constant flow of Loving more.
Don’t listen to your belief of healing, (ridding of pain), notice your True healing that rids nothing and notices how you have Loved and noticed yourself more.
Lack is only a cloud that can be passed through effortlessly for it has no solidity and can not truly restrict you in any way, so why embark on beliefs that it must be freed, do something different and just allow you more and notice how lack did nothing to you.
The apparent harm is just you moving you more and in that lack reveals its Self as you Loving you more as the True being-ness you always are; You are Whole and One!
Condemn not your seemingly restrictive motions and open into their opportunity to notice your love and be gentle in this allowing, for to empower the ignorant emotions by themselves can only recycle its ignorance of struggle.
All life is whole and everything, even the emotional body when opened into the wholeness can reveal the wisdom that expands beyond those ignorant little boxes that we call emotional bodies. They are only clouds that narrowed our true beingness, they had no substance.

Monday, February 9, 2009.

Freeing Harmful Entities:
So powerful are our intentions to allow the Beloved to give to us and yet our requests for healing must be done repeatedly in prayer.
Entities and the realms where they reside as, the unmanifest occurs within the consciousness of humanity and as such occurs as what we have created.
Yes what has given life to these beings of the unmanifest were created by the creative dynamic of human consciousness struggling to embrace an identity of the Whole Self, ‘the infinite’.
It has been our self-created beliefs that has given them life and our belief that has fed and empowered them.
So in that, what intention should we ask in prayer when clearing these perceived harms?
Even in this day and age where many that is arrogantly righteous in their little selves as being civilized and unwarlike.
They will grab on to weapons or tools of prayer to defeat that, which harms them never realizing that their very actions, just recycle the purpose and existence for these entities.
An unworthiness righteous in their worthiness that in its victory is only a respite till the boogeyman climbs over our boundaries of our little self.
Forever fearing these seeming outsiders that penetrate our identity of self that we say is Divine.
Please heal these beliefs and Love what makes us Whole and One and not let fear and curiosity feed these beliefs of separate thinking.
Instead of rising to the victory, notice the Oneness in your heart, ‘the Beloved’, and then notice that which you believed was coming to harm you was actually revealing the infinitude of your Oneness.
Many will condemn the leaders of the world that will send our children, (weapons), to fight against the terrorism of the world.
And these terrorists, (beliefs) fear their demise and will do anything to pit country against country and provoke insurgency in order to keep the conflict, (their existence), alive.
For their very existence depends on it, and our leaders will rally our weapons and go to war much to our dismay ever questioning the sanity of our leaders and many will call them idiots. Yet that leader has now revealed the awareness of your creative oneness, for in the arrogance of your judgment of that leader.
What have you done differently in your moving intentions of healing entities? Why does war and fear play out in human life and why does it always occur?
Because it has been fed always by our creative actions regardless of the righteous justifications that we contrive to say we our doing it differently.
This is why forgiveness is such as powerful tool for us, because in this we can notice how our actions feed and create the reality that many so strive to change.
And also how our True Oneness plays out as our many beliefs especially in the ones where many judge their leaders as idiots and why they came to be in power and why terrorism occurs.
What you thought you had nothing to do with it, you didn’t vote for him or her? ‘Conflict is Conflict’ even in the seeming righteousness of Divine service, and conflict is conflict because you fear everything that you believe keeps you separate.
Allow the intention of what makes everything One and then allow the Beloved more, even say a few entity clearings if you notice the fearfulness emerging and wanting you to survive.
Never as removal but in a motion of coming into the Oneness with even the fear, for in that fear will reveal its Truth that it was only a belief of separation that you imposed on yourself and acted upon.
The human consciousness is a happening place, as many perceived realities, for we have created very diversely throughout time and yet this vastness has been separated in many layers of consciousness we call realms.
Where beings play out our chosen beliefs of conflict and fear of non-existence, please end the fearful fight for it is only a chosen creative reality that plays out in everything that many have condemned others for acting out.
If you want to heal an entity or the astral realms and such, heal the belief you have that tells you it is powerful and true as a separate existence and allow the Beloved, ‘the Oneness more’.
Beliefs have no true existence except as how we chose to experience our True Nature, so when many want to debate whether the astral realm is free or not of evil.
Please consider this, it is only an outcome of perceived collective beliefs, (not Truth, for Oneness is the Absolute Truth), that moves abstractly and plays out in our Mother Earth reality. Therefore the debate is redundant for the Absolute Truth is the only constant, so waste none of your time worrying about conquests of good over evil, light over dark for they are only the trickiness of limiting human consciousness trying to live as conflict and survival, for it fears even its untruthful beliefs of its own demise.
Heal by moving in an ever merging Oneness free of conflicting actions, for they only feed the fear that gives life to the things in our lives we so desire to be free.
Free the beliefs and play in the curiosity of your True Oneness!

Saturday, February 28, 2009.

What Does It Take To Go Forward?
What is the course that a person may plot anew on their journey of self-discovery?
I find it interesting that some who navigate throughout their life must abound their choices in a sea of worthless justifications in order to have the courage to take a simple step forward.
In these justifications they must villainize, (a new word, LOL), their path, (old beliefs) of yesterday before they will take a step tomorrow.
Ironically the justifications that one would use usually stems from the deceit you perceived where the belief said I am more true than any other, and from that all the seeming sins were justified in there actions at that time.
Yet as you condemn the old in order to justify the new path, please ask yourself what has made your action more aware than the old way, for your actions have become the same as the belief that you deemed now as evil?
Its like charting your new path completely focused on what is behind you, never understanding why you feel so much uncertainty in what lies ahead of you and why your life seems to replay its old ways.
And through all this mental fog that is now clouding your way, you have missed and underestimated the power of your intentions and took your next step the same as the many before.
The power to discover your True Nature always lies in how you move your intentions.
This Christ Nature flows as oneness and never of the conflict inspired from two.
Yet the fearful that wouldn’t go forward unless they had covered the full gambit of justifications to condemn yesterday’s path as ignorant has done more to support their old ways than to take the new step forward.
Trust the intention you have that so desires to know its Oneness and let the next step forward be a step of One Loving more without condemning old ways.
The action of duality is always bound to its uncertainty of right and wrong and thus recycles itself regardless of the choice of the next step, for its always about the intentional motion that inspired your next step.
Surely you do not think your consciousness is greater because the sea of information you collected to justify your next step.
The only true wisdom that is, is the wisdom that reveals your oneness more and not the proof of the lie that must determine its value against another, that is not wisdom or awareness, it is just duality replaying itself in the illusory guise of a different way.
This starts from the need to compare or prefer something over another. From that every act of challenge, every act that harmed, and every act of the seemingly evil has been experienced repeatedly.
It is like, I’m going to move as one now because the need is there, because the duality does terrible things and God does good and miraculous things, and as that duality has become your struggle always conflicting with your need to be what you always are for you have blinded your awareness with the many justifications of how you have moved.
The experience is more duality and the desire to realize you more is nothing more than the belief that must now compare itself to another in order to feel justified in its mental value.
A façade of arrogance that is always dying of thirst looking for the well by judging what was wrong with the old path, never opening its eyes long enough to look ahead and see the well full of water just in front of it.
In that the value of the old was the series of steps that actually led you to the well that quenched your thirst. Experienced Realization!
Yet ignorance will call itself wisdom and compare and condemn another belief armed with its many justifications of proof, only to experience tomorrow of having to defend its wisdom from those that find goodness in the old belief.
And so the seeming wisdom that both embraced, only recycled the continuing experience of conflicting duality and not the Truthful Wisdom that both beliefs so desired, which is the realization of Oneness.
True Wisdom sees its True Nature as and in everything, thus knows that any need to condemn the old against the new will not reveal any Truth, but will perpetuate everything that you found as villainous.

What Is Your Devotion:
Many will devote much time and energy to proving a lie is a lie, and yet they never find much peace in their creative quest and only the bitter taste of conflict.
This baffles me, for to devote a life to knowing Truth tastes so much sweeter.
Yet many in their perceptions of service will fight the good fight with a bitter face on and never savor the sweetness of Truth, for all they ever nurtured was more bitterness.

Monday, March 16, 2009.

Divine Service:
What is the knowledge that moves your Divine Service? So many will spend much time delving into seas of need and lack with the gusto of their judgment of another.
All to fight the righteous battles, justified in the name of the highest of highs. For no theatre of operation is left amiss, for the armies will spill over in the un-manifest all to pronounce their unending loyalty to God.
Yet these seas of need and lack continue and the shores are far more distant as the turbulence of heavy seas block even the mural horizons of land.
What was the righteous fight has now become a quest to survive rough seas and tiring limbs to stay above the melee. And as you struggle new waves of pestilence rises up as if God had no regard for the service you perceived you gave him.
Now laying down my literary license to speak frankly, God Loves God and all that God is! Yet many in their arrogance will embark on healing everything they perceive as lack, trying to rid creation of things that never had any power or True control over anything.
I have met many of these people who act out perceptions of bliss to draw many into their quests to destroy lack. One day they are the healer of all healers and the next day they are completely overwhelmed in their life.
I have even heard them preach their motto of, ‘fake it till you make it’, such as act wealthy be wealthy, act enlightened, be enlightened, etc.
They never realize that in illusion, adding things you do not see yourself as, is only piling illusion upon illusion. I wonder when these quests of perceived righteousness will tire, so the tiresome will stop tossing the seas and God is just allowed.
Any righteous fight engaged, is always a fight against yourself and to free lack, one only needs to notice God, and you will see that in allowing Truth, lack is always instantly served.
Heal others by always noticing the full Wholeness and allow that and be pleasantly amazed at how the perceptions of lack are instantly and permanently dissolved.
For lack was only a cloud you placed before your beautiful Nature. Notice this Nature and the clouds will always clear. If you want to know Truth, notice Truth.
If you want to experience lack, notice and attend lack.
What is the wisdom that will reconcile your choice?

Tuesday, March 24, 2009.

Wondrous Grace:
‘Out of nothing an intention occurred and instantly reflected inwardly into being.’
From this action of Divine Consciousness all matter dances harmoniously regardless of its diversity.
For the unconditional Nature of this creative omni-presence celebrates its diverse experiences of existence as the playful free will of individualized beliefs of Self.
And regardless of these moving beliefs of a little self that perceives creation all around itself, no image could ever appear outside of anything.
For in the infinitude of the Wholeness, the ‘Allness’ occurs as this Whole Self expressing inwardly as fresh and new ways, for that is the Divine dance of the true and unlimited abundant Self.
And as I notice this playing fluently and without any preference, how wondrous is this Grace that gratefully Loves itself more regardless of the many perceived judgments of its own avoidance.
Where the face of the unfathomable is a constant theater of an ever-changing dance of imagery where more can always be savored.
So please gratefully savor this ever-changing imagery until this wondrous Grace exceeds your desires to know the face of the Divine Unfathomable, for why would anyone desire the ending of such beauty of the ever-constant.
Notice this action of the ‘Actionless’ of the Beloved’s thankfulness of its ‘Self’ and behold the continuous dance known as the Christ and behold the unlimited wonder of your Grace.
For your nature and the Beloved’s was never apart, nor needed to be preferred over another.
This has always been the constant of the Beloved’s Wondrous Grace, for there is only One true ever-expressing Grace dancing equally regardless of its imagery of size or perceived action.
Let your desire to know this be an intention of ‘Acceptance’ and behold how you are reflecting in new and fresh ways of ‘Being’, this is the Christ, (Divine Grace creating and occurring).
It is, “So Whole and eternally Beautiful!”




Tuesday, March 24, 2009.

Change:
In this world that we are born into, we express into a form that embarks on a creative life journey of trying to be all that we Truly are.
For even with the beliefs of our own smallness, we cannot be unlike our True Whole Self.
We cannot ever stop creating and expressing in new and fresh ways for the Beloved’s constant Nature is our only true Life.
And so we live our lives trying to be the best at how we believe ourselves to be, and yet in our beliefs of our lack of greatness, we fear our very own Grace.
So ironical is our insatiable desire to be all that we can be, we can at the same time be so fearful of any change, for the ‘what ifs’ of our perceived outcomes of failure haunt us every step of our creative path.
Such is the world of duality we live in, always creating in an evolutionary way, which is the perpetual struggle many create as, forever in conflict of its perceived identity of self and its constant natural flow.
Forever being blinded by its own ignorance of its True ever-constant creative Nature, surrounded by their own blinding creative light that they behave like having their eyes shut and having to feel their way through their own creative maze.
To fear change is to fear the very abundance of your natural creative ways, and for a little more irony to the diverse soup mix is that these perceived changes were never really true changes.
For all they were, was the celebration of what you have always been, (imagery of a playful Whole Self). Change is unavoidable regardless, for we are a continuous creator, which is our constant Absolute Truth.
So why fear what is your Natural eternal way? For that conflict will only limit the realization of yourself to evolutionary baby steps, forever bounded by the self-imposed boundaries of what many call the Laws of Wholeness.
Regardless of any perceived outcomes, you cannot end, for your constant creative nature even as justified by your desires to be all that you are, instantly moves your beliefs forward.
Please accept this so the struggles called evolution will no longer pit your Nature against itself because of your Grace expressing in new and fresh ways, called change.
Always be open to you expressing in fresh and new ways and know how unlimitedly abundant you are!

Friday, March 27, 2009.

Head-Bangers:
A Lover attended a Spiritual symposium; he was not dressed in the robes of the Yogis or Priests of the other varying paths.
He was not adorned with stones or other talismans of the healers or mediums.
As he walked incognito amongst all this diversity, many were preaching and debating their various truths with the gusto of righteousness of the all powerful compared to the misfortunate lesser.
He heard loud lauds of their spiritual accomplishments and miracles as they bandied the true face of the Beloved.
Debating whether it is a god or just a flow of Love? Does sin exist? Exclamations such as, “that poverty is holy, no abundance is not a sin”!
As this Lover walked through the crowds he noticed a young lady looking troubled, standing aside from the crowd.
The Lover approached her and asked, “Are you troubled?” The young lady said, “no I’m fine sir, I have been listening and taking part in this symposium and I started to feel a bit dizzy and head achy.”
The Lover said, “Yes I understand, I felt that sometimes myself when I got into all this debating on the truest Truth.”
“Then one day, I had an epiphany where I saw myself a fool, banging my head against the wall to cure my headache, so in a flash of brilliance, I stopped and so did the headache.” Chuckling as he spoke.
The lady asked, “what do you think is the best? I came to this symposium because the theme is to celebrate the Truth of our Oneness and yet I’ve been pulled in so many different directions.”
The Lover said, “ Yes they say they are cure of the afflictions of the mental ego and duality.”
“They say we are One and then engage in actions that defy our very Oneness as they debate how much truer they are than any other.
“You see head banging to cure a headache”.
“Notice your heart, allow the Beloved and notice, and as you move about your day notice your heart dancing, speaking, and singing, and then allow more.
Do this until you realize that what is occurring as the seeming outside you, moves in your Heart, that’s Oneness”
And with a chuckle, “you see your Divine Heart spoke to you already today, such as if you intend to discover Oneness and engage in head banging, (duality) you will get a dizzy headache, (challenge).”

Friday, March 27, 2009.
A Waste Of Time:
Lovers so enjoy sharing what they Divinely experience to the many hearts of the one wondrous Heart; it is such a celebratory joy of gratitude to play in.
Yet to share with the arrogant, it is like trying to get a person with no ears to hear you by screaming louder, such a waste of time.
For the arrogant have their hearts closed and will only manipulate your words to serve untruthful agendas or will foolishly defend the values of unworthiness.
No True Lover will waste time in such a conflict inviting endeavor to be heard, for that type of creative endeavor in the past made many people’s ears fall off.
So discerning Lovers will share their poetry of Loving experience and if unheard they will leave the arrogant to be in their choices until they are willing to invest in a fresh set of ears.

Gratitude Satire:
A middle-aged Lover was sitting in prayerful solitude, during a group meditation.
This Lover was overweight, with flecks of grey in his hair and a complexion that revealed the toils of hard earned life.
As many prayed in a perfect lotus position on the floor, this man sat upon a folding chair he brought to ease his elderly bones and because of this, he was largely ignored.
One of the facilitators of the prayer group approached him afterwards and said, “You know if you ate better, took special herbs and exercised, you would have the grace we have and fit in better, that way you will have something to be thankful to God about.”
The Lover smiled and with eyes twinkling below a weathered brow said, “Why would I want to be something I’m not now? It took my whole life to create who I am now.”
“In fact that is why I pray is to thank my Beloved for every step I took in my life, for my Beloved told me how holy my life was and how much he Loved being in my experiences.”
The facilitator completely bewildered by what he just heard, turned and walked away muttering, “That old guy will never know God’s Grace.”
The old lover smiled into his wonderful heart and with a breath said, “Oh my Beloved how we do Love to tease each other!!!!”

Friday, April 3, 2009.

An Intention Of Gratitude:
As endless are the possibilities to discover our Beloved Nature, there are a few intentions that can be so transformational.
One of the greatest ways I find is Gratitude, for with an intention of Gratitude of the Beloved, we have instantly opened our awareness to noticing and discovering the Beloved.
With this intention the opportunity to notice the Beloved can so instantly and powerfully reveal the Oneness of our blessed union.
In that our creative stature aligns to the unlimited possibilities of the Beloved’s creative ways.
Can you imagine the unlimited abundance of your creative possibilities that you can realize of yourself, if gratitude to your Oneness with God was the inspiration that is firstly moved as every creative intention you embarked upon?

Rising To Your Own Occasion:
For many spiritual travelers, they are constantly surrounded with the way of the world.
A reality of duality with a pre-disposition to create out of a sea of suffering and challenge, as the fearful inspiration to realize their True Nature.
The world seems to have anchored itself to these evolutionary baby steps of growth.
For many the freedom from these tethers cannot be possible for they have become very tangled as our layers of conscious awareness.
So much so, that when the opportunity arises to step into the Divine, many will either not notice it or walk away from it armed with a sea of justifications.
Only to continue in their old ways to be resigned to stagnating growth of suffering where Self-Realization is to only be an elusive desire.
So stubborn are these many travelers that the Enlightened will leave them to their rigid choices, for no True Lover would impose its Self against its unconditional expression of Free Will!
Nor will they find any value staying in such a rigid environment, maybe that is why Lovers tend to live quietly in solitude, for there is no value in supporting such silly beliefs that cause so much challenge.
Please rise to your own occasion and cut the tethers of the beliefs that inspire suffering in order to Be the Truth that you always are.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009.

Action:
As consciousness is the true expression of our Divine image our True creative motion moves as intention. Yet in a life where this consciousness has expressed itself in physical form, I find it ironical that it is believed that in not doing an action is not a creative motion.
Yet as our Pure Creative Nature is of a consciousness constantly expressing within itself by moving as intention. We must understand that in not wanting to create is still an action and thus a creative intention that will create an experienced outcome.
Yet in this duality reality where doing nothing and doing something are believed as separate opposites.
This so called intention of doing nothing plays out as fearful avoidance and other likeminded intentions that will always create the experienced outcome of stagnation or recycling.
So please understand that to stagnate or recycle is still an action of creating that requires a constant intention to play out as your chosen experience of your True Creative Self.
The Beloved is the ever-constant Creator and in our Oneness we are of the same likeness, and as such we can never stop creating.

Letting Go Of Letting Go:
The concept of ‘letting go’ as surrendering to God or of freeing our limitations is very much a large part of prayer that many Spiritual travelers are devoted to.
Yet as much attention is given to this beautiful intention, it has an irony attached to it.
For as the fog clears from the devotion of this prayerful intention, we begin to see how infinitely vast we truly have always been.
We begin to see our oneness with God and how it has always been occurring in our lives as wisdom arising from within the Wholeness of our ever-constant still Truth.
And then comes the irony of ‘letting go’ for in this clarity of the True Self being realized, as does the understanding that we were never less than Truth.
And as such we let go of the need to let go, for we have realized that the illusion/belief of unworthiness was never our Truth and thus the action of that untruth/letting go, was never truly needed for our worthiness was always intact.
An intention of acceptance of the realization of the “Divine Self”.

Saturday, May 2, 2009.

So Beautiful:
How ironical does duality plays in its antics of perceptions of separation, never noticing how wondrously it flows ever so heavenly Divine.
And as I gaze upon this wondrous life occurring in the guise of humanity, how much it humbles me to see such Grace dancing throughout every perception of an individual life.
Yet in its irony, to share this to a person will usually get greeted with a sea of reasons of why it is not.
As many dream of a struggle free life experience, they seem to prefer to go to great lengths to validate the struggles of life that they will resist any motion to accept and reveal what has always been so True of them.
It can be amazing how the lies of separation will go to such great lengths to perpetuate itself.
Such is the illusion of death that all lies so greatly fear, for they have blinded themselves in their own ignorance of the beautiful creative flow they truly move as.
Yet even as I notice these choices of separation playing out as life experience, these choices have never moved unlike the creative beauty it truly IS.
Regardless of the perception of any thought that is embraced it always manifests in a nature of a chosen identity, for that is what Grace does.
The beauty of all Grace is that it will always unconditionally manifest your choices, for at no time have you ever created unlike your true beautiful Nature.

Duality:
Duality is like an amnesia victim that forgot who they are and where their home is.
Lets cure the amnesia with a dose of truthfulness, such as your home is always where you are, and therefore you are not lost.
As is the same of who you truly are; you are Whole and One regardless of what you may think of yourself.
Although amnesia seems to like to fill its loss of memory with little perceptions of self, which perpetuate your beliefs that you have lost who you are.
Be safe, you are always present and here fully and occurring as such!

Thursday, May 7, 2009.

Noticing:
Many I think have great expectations of how the Divine must look like, such as great images that must defy all normal boundaries.
A very challenging experience to maintain I would think, and maybe why many find Self-Realization elusive as a permanent life experience.
The permanence of Self-Realization lies in noticing the Divine, where no image had to be changed, such as yourself.
Can you look into your bathroom mirror and accept that your True Nature is fully present before you now?
Now that is Truly noticing the permanence of the Divine!!!

What Is The Divine Imagery:
Has anyone ever intended to open into Divine Light, notice its flow and then opened even more.
I’m sure many have done this and would probably say, they transcend into nothingness and have nothing more to really explain this moving intention.
Ask yourself, “What happens to the Divine Light as it opens into the nothingness?”
Some may say the light becomes so refined that it can’t be noticed, and I say open even deeper and notice more.
For in the nothingness known as the ‘Pure Divine Consciousness’ the imagery of light no longer needs its image to guide our opening.
For time and space has revealed its illusionary essence and as such light reveals also a much purer essence.
An essence that is as imageless as the Beloved’s unfathomable existence, light reveals its motionless flow as ‘Awareness!
A Pure Awareness is that which illuminates and reveals your True Nature of ‘Self’, ‘A Whole Consciousness that is One with everything’.
As I write this the poetry, I cannot resist in also saying, that as light reveals its True Nature as Awareness, Love transforms into the acceptance of All that we Truly are aware of Now, and also that Grace transforms as the Realization of our True Nature.
Light, Love, and Grace, a Trinity of identities/egos of the creative Divine that reveals the oneness of our infinite Divine Nature that is beyond all imagery of a creative Self/ the unfathomable.
And with a chuckle, I say a mystery of faith has been resolved and played with, as all is One creating in Christed ways! Such wonderful play!!

Tuesday, May 12, 2009.

A Revised Old Joke:
A Lover, A Hindu, and A Christian walk into a bar and sit together at a table. Chuckle, chuckle!
The Christian said, “I’m so angry, I heard a fellow on the radio spreading hate about my religion.”
“That fellow called ‘Mother Mary’ a fat old harlot that should have been stoned for adultery.”
“I am so angry, I’m going to confront that fellow, this means war, how can anyone be so disrespectful to my spiritual beliefs?”
The Lover asked, “How do you think Mother Mary would handle that fellow?”
The Christian said, “she would forgive and Love him more and I’m going see to it he is punished and sincerely apologizes.”
The Lover said, “maybe you should think a little and decide how you want honor your Spiritual path by deciding who you want to emulate.”
“Do you want to emulate and honor, Mother Mary’s divine ways or do you want to empower the hatred of that other by lashing out at another?”
“Empower and feed your teachings of God and leave the lies of hatred to starve behind the walls of its own arrogance that has cut itself off from the Beloved’s nourishment that makes all life free from any demise.”
The Christian said, “wise words and I thank you for that, I should have realized that.”
Then the Hindu then said to the Christian, “my friend, I do not want to offend you, yet I would like to suggest that you read the Bhagavad-Gita, it is a better scripture and explains much more clearly than the cryptic scriptures of your Divine Teaching.”
The Lover did not even flinch, for he was no stranger to this irony and said to the Christian, “that may not be a bad idea, but instead of deciding whether it is better you may notice the Beloved that you practice and Love so dearly is revealing its Nature in the seeming other religions.”
“You know the One God that does not take preference over another or thing, for it sees itself equally as everything, for nothing is ever less or more than anything else, for All is ONE.”
The Hindu’s face became red for he realized he had made the same mistake as the Christian, for he knew that the scripture he suggested and spoke of great value, teaches greatly of rising beyond likes and dislikes.
And The Hindu said, “yes I understand now more, “what is it that I wish to emulate, the Divine or the arrogance of my little choices.”
This joke is as corny and silly as its original version yet is does have a beautiful moral lesson for all about being alert and very aware of how we move in our life.
‘Notice God in you and allow and emulate its unwavering flow, and notice how it reveals that all is One even in the diversity of the Beloved’s Grace.’
And why do we do this?
‘So that we no longer feed the lies that perpetuate and recycle the greatest lie called separation.’
Did you notice; if you have heard this old joke that many have seen as racially slurred, to reveal an opportunity to discover the truth of our oneness.
For that is the purpose of every untruth, and that is to reveal its True Nature.

Holy Sites:
Whether a Church, ancient ruins, landmass, or Shrines that we have ordained a Holy and Sacred.
These holy sites are mainly just part of the fabric that was created out of the hunger of a separate collective consciousness trying to re-acquaint its nature to it Whole essence.
As beautiful as these sacred intentions are manifested and do support this creative intention.
I do question the empowerment it has been attributed, as that which has set itself above and thus apart from the rest of the world as the holiest of holies.
These Holy Sites that many believe as a place where the Divine resides the most, to me is nothing more than a partial truth resulting from a separate mindset that has not rose to its own occasion.
How wondrous this world can be lived and experienced by all when they realize the Holiest of Holies has always been everything.
Allow these separated beliefs to open beyond these false worthiness’s and embrace our True value, which is our Oneness.
No true supporting vehicle whether a holy site or spiritual practice should never be given more value that another either as being more pure or truer.
For these vehicles are only to inspire all to rise to their own occasion and not to be served as being more holy than anything else, for that only perpetuates a separate mindset and not what is the holiest of holies; ‘our Oneness’.